distraction [di-strak-shuhn]
mental distress or derangement; that which distracts, divides the attention, or prevents concentration
Synonyms include: abstraction, amusement, interference
So apparently I can function with 2 1/2 hours of sleep. I even got to work on time! 7:30 am on the dot! But I can't say that I'm not distracted today. Aside from being delirious from lack of sleep, look what my co-worker Barbara did! hahaha! She printed out pics of Orlando and put them in my cubicle! hahaha!!!
"True wisdom gives the only possible answer at any given moment." ~ Eat Pray Love, Elizabeth Gilbert
Friday, May 25, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
breakdown [breyk-doun]
a breaking down, wearing out, or sudden loss of ability to function efficiently, as of a machine; a loss of mental or physical health; collapse
Synonyms include: crackup, disintegrate, burnout, exhaustion
There are days when I feel invincible, when absolutely nothing and no one can break me; when no traffic jam can keep me from the contentment of singing in the car, when no idiot driver can cause the road rage to make an appearance on the 101, when no tension between loved ones can drive any hope of resolve from my optimism. There are days that make so much sense that I wonder how I could ever be confused; when no computer snafu could boggle my limited knowledge of technology, when no freezing ipod nano screens could ruin the 8-hours that lie ahead, when light bulb moments fill my days with comprehension beyond belief. There are days when every prayer, even the ones you don’t remember saying, is answered; when once-hopeless situations become full of promise, when doubt is cast aside by genuine love, when heartache is comforted and strengthened by the words of a caring loved one…
Then there are days like today, when you feel so trapped and so annoyed with life (despite circumstances that tell you otherwise) that all you can do is turn up the volume on the radio, step on the gas like a suicidal maniac and scream in the car on the way to work, when the only good things you see in the near future are happening to other people, when you can’t stand yourself because you know better than to feel and act this way.
I do know better, and I have faith that tells me this feeling won’t last for long. As “together” as I often aspire to be, sometimes I have to lose it once in a while to remind myself that “together” is a relative term (as is “sanity”) used by people who cling on to a hope that they’re not as crazy as everyone else around them. In the end, you realize that breakdowns happen so you can find the will to put it all back together. Holy shit...the irony.
Let Go
By: Frou Frou
Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply
a breaking down, wearing out, or sudden loss of ability to function efficiently, as of a machine; a loss of mental or physical health; collapse
Synonyms include: crackup, disintegrate, burnout, exhaustion
There are days when I feel invincible, when absolutely nothing and no one can break me; when no traffic jam can keep me from the contentment of singing in the car, when no idiot driver can cause the road rage to make an appearance on the 101, when no tension between loved ones can drive any hope of resolve from my optimism. There are days that make so much sense that I wonder how I could ever be confused; when no computer snafu could boggle my limited knowledge of technology, when no freezing ipod nano screens could ruin the 8-hours that lie ahead, when light bulb moments fill my days with comprehension beyond belief. There are days when every prayer, even the ones you don’t remember saying, is answered; when once-hopeless situations become full of promise, when doubt is cast aside by genuine love, when heartache is comforted and strengthened by the words of a caring loved one…
Then there are days like today, when you feel so trapped and so annoyed with life (despite circumstances that tell you otherwise) that all you can do is turn up the volume on the radio, step on the gas like a suicidal maniac and scream in the car on the way to work, when the only good things you see in the near future are happening to other people, when you can’t stand yourself because you know better than to feel and act this way.
I do know better, and I have faith that tells me this feeling won’t last for long. As “together” as I often aspire to be, sometimes I have to lose it once in a while to remind myself that “together” is a relative term (as is “sanity”) used by people who cling on to a hope that they’re not as crazy as everyone else around them. In the end, you realize that breakdowns happen so you can find the will to put it all back together. Holy shit...the irony.
Let Go
By: Frou Frou
Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
tourist [toor-ist]
a person who is traveling, esp. for pleasure
Synonyms include: excursionist, globetrotter, jetsetter, stranger, traveler
The table top at our Chelsea loft was blanketed with maps of Manhattan, brochures for broadway musicals, books about NYC, cameras waiting to be abused and a macbook pro which stood as the backbone of our entire stay. Take heed, when you travel with Cecile Marie Fortun Tecson - you will be prepared.
We began each day with a picture of a happy group of friends who were ready to carpe diem the hell out of our short, but worthwhile vacation. This photo of smiles marked Day 1.
Day 1 began with a hearty meal at a famous fish 'n chips place called A Salt and Battery. Catchy, isn't it? The people behind the counter all had English accents, and rightfully so. After all, who makes better fish 'n chips than the Brits?
A few blocks to walk off our delish meal, we took a moment to hang out at Washington Square Park to be one with New Yorkers. People were reading, walking their dogs, having an ice cream cone, chit-chatting, etc.
Again with the maps. We NEVER left the loft without one.
There is something about cherry blossoms that makes me so happy. I have yet to see the earthly clouds of faint pink that surround Washington, DC in the spring (until April 2008 when Leia and I are DETERMINED to go no matter what, that is. WHO WANTS TO JOIN US?!), but seeing NYC in the spring was just as satisfying.
A short subway ride after, we found ourselves at Ground Zero. Honestly, I don't know if anyone who hasn't been there since before 9/11 can prepare themselves for this. The rubble remains still, along with the shock.
Before the destruction stands a small Episcopalian chapel that survived that awful day. The only damage was the fall of a giant tree which came upon the cemetary ground, protecting the tombstones which lay beneath.
The day got cold very fast, forcing the unprotected (namely, James and Cile) to find refuge in a small souvenir stand which sold sweatshirts, t-shirts and NYC-themed gifts. Our next mission was to visit the Statue of Liberty. But when the wind began to blow, and Cile began to shiver, she pouted, "Who's idea was it to come all the way over here to see..." and then she saw that famous lady in the water. Suddenly...
a person who is traveling, esp. for pleasure
Synonyms include: excursionist, globetrotter, jetsetter, stranger, traveler
As much of an advocate as I am of continuity and chronology, it would take me forever to blog about NYC in one sitting, so I drafted for days. I'm an advocate for dividing and conquering and this is the fruit of that labor...
DAY 1









hahahaha!!!
We braved the rainy ferry ride to the Statue and forgot how cold and tired we were.
Emma Lazarus' famous words engraved on the statue's book do say, "Give me your tired, your poor,/Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free." Tired we were, poor (certainly after all these trips, yes), we huddled on the ferry for warmth and when we arrived...
...we jumped and posed and BREATHED freely...
When we got to our home subway stop, we had one of many "pizza snacks." There's literally a pizza place on every street in NYC.
After a nap party, we headed back out and had a real dinner at the famouse Gray's Papaya. Don't be fooled by imitators when you get there. No "Papaya Dog" will ever do.
After hot dogs and papaya drinks, we got back on the subway to find dessert and ran into an old friend. RANDOM! We were getting out of the subway and Dennis (a friend of the UCLA peeps) was getting on. Talk about serendipity (see 4/26 entry) because...
A full day of walking deserved rewards in the form of frozen hot chocolate at the famous Serendipity.







DAY 2
















Sparkling sake = new favorite drink, still a creeper but it's good! It might as well have said Riesling on the cute little bottle (which I got to take home). It tasted just like white wine. I think we each had at least 2-3 bottles of it.


DAY 3















We watched Spamalot!!! Hilarious! At first I didn't think this musical was about anything. But then you get a chance to really listen to what everyone is singing and suddenly the simple messages flow from stage to audience, overhead lightbulbs flashing sporadically between the orchestra, mezzanine and balcony seating...
If you trust in your song
Keep your eyes on the goal
Then the prize you won't fail
That's your grail...
So be strong
Keep right on
To the end of your song
Do not fail
Find your grail...
Life is really up to you
You must choose what to pursue
Set your mind on what to find
And there's nothin' you can't do
So keep right to the end
You'll find your goal my friend
You won't fail
Find your grail
* * *
Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best
And always look on the bright side of life
Always look on the light side of life
If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing...
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